Hi everyone! I just feel like writing a new post to talk about how amazing it is for me to be here, in Murcia, as a university student. I know this is only the beginning, but trust me, this is being one of the best ( and few) experiences in my life in which I'm enjoying and appreciating every single moment. Well, at least that's the intention..
I've never been a self-confident person, the truth is.. I didn't use to believe in myself, and I say "didn't" because since I ended Bachillerato I've have learnt that if you don't believe in your posibilities.. Things will get worse and even worse. I've felt it personally when I started 2º Bachillerato because from the very first time I was kind of obsessed with "marks". I was certain about that I won't pass "Selectividad" and that I won't be able to achieve my goals.. If you ever ask me to describe that course in only one word I'd say: frustation. Yes, that's how it felt. I couldn't study because my mind wouldn't let me, the sentence that I was constantly repeating to myself was: "Oh, you can't do that, you should give up". I know this may sounds crazy, but that was my reality every single day during last year.
After all this "dramatic" situation I finished Bachillerato much better than I expected and.. "Selectividad Day" arrived.. Surprisingly, I wasn't specially nervous (lucky me!) ,I did the exams quite good as I decided to stay calm and tried to do my best. As a result, the exams were quite good!!! I've never felt so proud of myself, the moment when I knew about my marks I was like euphoric, because I couldn't believe that I did it, I would be able to do what all that time I had been looking for! Studying English :D Really, whenever I remember that moment I smile, because I learnt that just believing in you and eliminating all the negative thoughts: you can get whatever you want, if you really want it, I mean.
I know that these last words sounds like a "typical" speech and yes, maybe it is, but it's also the true, at least ninety per cent of the times. Since then, I'm trying to believe in me and all the chances that I've got, although I know that all these things have happened to me because I'm a very demanding person, and I'm never content enough, I believe that you can always do better. There's always something to learn and to improve of your own.
Keep working: that's my slogan!
